"These days, fifteen steps ahead is about twelve steps too far for me to focus on," Kathy said with a quick shake of her head. "Thinking about stuff too far in the future gives me kinda serious anxiety these days." Her smile was sheepish as she hooked her hair behind her ear. "I kept trying to figure out what I should be doing with my life and then I'd spend the next three days in a ball unable to do much of anything and I finally realized that I'm just not ready for that, yet."