Nathan did have a lot of hidden strength that he'd developed during his time with Celia and then his time running from Hunters. He'd tried to stay in shape to make escape easier.

But, he wasn't thinking of that right now. He was only feeling and hearing and touching. Feeling Anders' lips against his and the hands at his head. Hearing the noises and then reaching out to do some of his own touching. He wasn't sure if his hand found Anders' side or his shoulder or what but he didn't care. It was more touching and that was what he wanted.